mixed feelings...

i dont know whether i should just give in, give up or something.

firstly..i still have feelings for u..

but why did u do this to me...
WHY!!..

u said i made u lost trust in girls...
unable to trust them just like what hapen 5 years ago..

but what did i do.

i started loving u..
in the end it was u who decided to separate.
im confused.

u thought i was different but in the end im just the same as the other girls ??
gosh!..
u seriously never thought of what i feel deep inside..

and now ur having a brother sister bond with my friend..
omg congrates guys for playing behind my back..

if only you know what this friend of yours is feeling right now..

SHE'S DEEPLY HURT !!!

i never thought of ending anything..
neither friendship nor relationship..
but you made me...

im pissed! really really pissed and disappointed..
my heart cried when u showed me that msg...

all this while u guys have been msging each other..
for god sake..be LOYAL to ur boyfriend..
i understand why the fight happen..

he is jealous..
i cant deny it cuz im having that feeling too..

how can he not think you guys like each other..

even i doo... :'( :'(

i dont know what kind of friend are u..
im sorrie..
but i just have to say it all out..

im crying yet u're having fun ???
dammit!..

i want to back out..
i want u guys to be happy...

but again..
im sorrie..

i still have feelings for him...



this song is dedicated to u...
Saat mentari beradu
Rembulan pun bertamu
Hatiku menjadi sayu
Dalam kesamaran waktu

Mengapakah rinduku
Masih ada dalam kalbu
Sedangkan cinta itu
Sudah berlalu

Mungkinkah rasa bersalah
Masih menghimpit jiwa
Kerna terlalu tega
Membuatmu terluka

Dikau yang begitu setia
Tabah hadapi segala
Namun ku menjadi alpa
Kesal akhirnya

Aku pinta kepadamu
Maafkan lah kesilapanku
Aku tahu kau dan aku
Tidak mungkin akan menyatu

Apa yang tertinggal kini
Kesedaran dihati
Yang kan tetap bersemadi
Menjadi elegi sepi

Biarlah doa tulusku
Mengiringi jalanmu
Kan menebus khilaf ku
Terhadapmu

Aku pinta kepadamu
Maafkan lah kesilapanku
Aku tahu kau dan aku
Tidak mungkin akan menyatu

Biarlah doa tulusku
Mengiringi jalanmu
Kan menebus khilaf ku
Terhadapmu