too tired yesterday that i only manage to blog today...
ahhahahaha...

yest was my BEST DAY eva!..
im serious!...

its been two months, we the SNTian have been practicing our dance step just for one special night..
'CCN day: Dreams 2 Celebration for cause'

two months just for a 4mins show...
i didnt even realise that until yesterday...

for the past few weeks..
we really trained hard and perservered...
all the scoldings and all the screamings..
nearly ended my time with them...
but patience and hardwork..
thats all is required!..

yesterday...
we gathered in the room at 1230...
we had out costume and makeup on..
for about 4 HOURS!...
ahahhahahaha...
just makeup okay..
and damn i nearly fall asleep when abg was putting makeup on me..
tired lah seh!..

hmmm...
then it was time!...
backstage my heart was pumpin damn fast...
it was my FIRST time on stage dancing malay dance okay!..
gosh!..
i freaked out when the indian group ended..
but because of nisa..i cool down...
and yeah i wanna do my best...

cuuuuuuzzzzzz....
baby and angah was among the audience!!!...
ahahahah...

all the way doing the dance i didnt miss any steps
however there was a part fad missed hers and made me look like i was the one who forgotten my step...
it was when we faced the background and the four of us were on the knees..

and yeah what im most proud of was that i was able to smile!!...
ahahahhahaha....
it was like bam! the smile was there..
past few days during rehersal, i keep getting screamed at cuz of not smiling...
and I DID IT!..
ahahhahaa...

maybe becuz i already promised to my onenonly baby that i'll smile for him...
and yeah!..he LOVE IT!....
im touched when he said those words...

after the show..
abg allows us to go and meet our friends and fam for about 30mins...

soo i rannn towards them once i saw baby...
anyway he already told me where they were sitting so it was easy...
i really felt like a kindergarten kid who just ended sch and running towrds her parents..
seriously...
and baby still can think its cute ?
gosh!..

i gave them BIIIGGG HUGGG!!..
no words can actually express my feelings...
toooooo touched that they actually came down all the way just to see me perform...
aaawww!!...
lobb u guys many2!!...
took a few pics wib them...

then we had to go separate ways....
although it was only a few minutes meeting my baby and i missh himm soooo damn much...
but still...
it was enuf for yesterday....
im meeting him again on friday for nyp production and tues(maybe! cuz i end at 2)...

babyy!...
im sorie i didnt get to celebrate ur bday together due to rehersal..
it was really sad for me seh cuz i wasnt there when u had ur bday surprise...
gosh!..
we'll find a day to make up for it aites ?
and im glad u enjoyed the dance...
really put in a lot of effort into it..
hehe..

anyways...
i need to go off...
have maths to do..
and also need to upload the pics..
stupid comp it keeps telling me "upload error"...



P.S. i love euu baby!...
MUACKZ!...