its been ages since i last blogged.
and maybe this could be my last post.


i kept on hurting ppl for no reasons.
it hurts me even more cuz they are my lovelies.
esp towards him.

i never meant to do all that.

but maybe its just me.
no matter how hard i try to prevent,
i still keep on hurting.

i know hes reaching his limits.
im very sure of that.

the way he talk.
the way he look.
im sure hes really hurt deep inside.
even made him shed tears.
but never once when we fought he stopped saying he loves me.

he still gives me the warmest hugs.
the sweetest smiles.
the perfect kisses.

having the sense of security whenever he holds my hand tightly.

i should be grateful to have him by my side.
and i am.
hes my onenonly.
i hope he knows how much i love him.
i miss him soo dearly.
i never meant to hurt him.







i shall stop here.
to me,
writing never show the writers true feelings.
and people tend to misunderstand.










baby,iLOVEeuuVERYYMUCH!!
if only u were with me right now...