hey im back..
its been a long time..
till i cant even recall when i last touch this laptop...

hmm..
the thing is..
ive been very very buzy lately..
and will continue being very buzy till..
hmmm....term break ???

maybe not even term break..
cuz during term break last june/july...
had to study..
run up and down school...

seems like i dont have much time to spend with my lovelies..

oh well..
from now till the week before school start...
my days are already filled with activities..
wat more when school starts...
god knows if i even have time to breath..

want to know why am i soo bz eventhough im still a freshie ??

cuuuzzzz..

im in Kesenian Si Anak Tari and Applied Science Studies Club...
two main CCAs...

one from Arts group..
while the other is a school club...
have to hold the school name!
and im proud to be in that club...

im now A SUB COMM!!!...

anyway..
in a mth plus time....
on 13 nov..
there will be a production...
have to dance 2-3 songs...

need to put alot of concentration to the steps...
abg put it his best to come up with the steps..
we have to do our best and make abg proud!!

soo yeah...
training!! training!! training!!

bt cant forget my other main cca too..

tmr at 6pm need to be in school..
leaving at 615 for kranji turf club...

at 7pm till 12am..
120 students will be packing goodie bags for the participants..

from 12am to 5am..
FREE TIME!!
what am i gonna do??
hmmm...
read my BTD(basic theory of driving)book maybe..if nt sleepy lah...

omg! talking abt this..
i forgot to pack my stuffs...
aaaahhhh..

gtgg!!..

BUUTT WAITTT!!..

eventhough bz...
but cant forget this special person...
MY BABY!!



baby..i love u sooo muuchhh...
and i know u know..
u're my one n only...
i maybe sensitive to uu..
bt i hope u dont take it to heart..
u're just tooo precious to me...
cant lose uu...

I LOVE EUU ! I MISS EUU !
MUACKKZZ!

I may not get to see you as often as I like.

I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.

But deep in my heart I truly know,

you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.

alangkah baiknyer jikalau dikau tahu apa yang tersirat di dalam isi hati ku...
betapa hebatnya cinta dan sayang ku kepada mu...


tapi kini ku tidak dapat memaafkan diri ku kerna telah menyakiti hati mu...
disebabkan diri ku, kau kecewa...
disebabkan diri ku, kau terluka...

ku tahu ku tak sepatut berbuat sedemikian...
ku tahu ku sepatutnya berterus terang...
tapi adakah itu mesti jikalau alasan ku simpan perkara itu jadi satu rahsia adalah ku tak ingin kau memikir tentangnya...

ku pernah alami situasi yang sama...
telah ku beri tahu apa yang ku hadapi kepadanya...

iaitu...
ayah dan ibu ku tak setuju dengan perhubungan kami...
mati-matian mereka mahu kami berpisah...

dan disebabkan perbuatan bodoh ku itu...
ku nyaris-nyaris kehilangan orang yang amat ku cintai..

ku tak mahu perkara sebegitu berulang lagi...
ku tak sanggup melepaskan diri mu...

ku pinta kepada mu...
maafkan lah kesilapan ku...

ommgg!!...
im soo tired...
or what papa like to use.."shagged"..
ahhahaha
cute!

one after another..
not a single day i sat at home quitely..

monday when out with papa!!..
guess wat..
i cant remember where we went..
been very buzy lah..
and yeah..i admit..
getting old tooo..

tuesday..
hmm...
wat did i do ???
*trying to recall*

ouh yes!..
sent bro to HTA at CCK..
he's in police..*BLUEK!!*
left home at 7..
took the bus to AMK then train..
well its just to waste time..
was about to watch the performances when bro called us..
had to sent him to CMPB..
damn uu!..
nvm..dec still got chance..

then at nite...
papa came to my house..
buke together..
well actually it was more of a force..
mami didnt want him to break fast alone..
anak orang oii!..

then want to enter the house alsoo want to shy2...
wth!..
mami already say...next time come dont be shy..
remember that!!

then come wednesday and thursday..
the two most wonderful most memoriable days ever..
made new fwens.LOVELY!!..
they were great..
talk more about it in the next post aites..

ouh and on thurs itself..
receive the SMS service for sem exam...
IM SOOOOOOO PROOUDD OFF MEESELFF!!!...

Maths-Dist
Biochem, Organic Chem, PIPC (inorganic chem) - A
HAP- B+
CSAS- B
APEL (somewhat like CME)- Pass

well most shocking would be Biochem..
how did i manage to get A..
i totally screwed up section B..
out of 4 ques..only ans 2..
ahahha..
others left COMPLETELY BLANK!!..

forget about it..
it's done! and i already scored,
so wth..

on friday, which was yesterday...
when out with the loveliess..
erfa, eera, ita, tiqah and nad...
all the way we keep talking crappy shit..
and yeah..
they kept repeating the same thing to me...

"Maner nurul yang kiter kenal dulu..yg quiet, tak join in biler bobal konek? Serious kau dah berubah sak."
ok let me translate..
they said that im no longer my old self..the quiet innocent one who dont join in when they talk about the dirty stuffs...

hishh!..
IM STILL ME LAH PPL
IM STILL THE GOOD INNOCENT NURUL !!
im sure even papa agree..
ahahahha
right papa ???...
confirm he's nodding...

then at 8, ita's fwens join us..
we walked ard the bazaar then
the guys decided to go karaoke..
so yeah..
we when grandlink complex..
GEREEKK LAH SEHH WITH THEM!!..
can CLICK so EASILY!..

i realise that when i want to be friends with a stranger..
is by doing any activity together...
seriously..
if u just let me and the stranger talk..
we will never click..
not that fast lah...
firstly cuz no topic..
secondly like mami say...im choosy when picking fwens (am i? hmm..)

oh and also..
during the karaoke session..
i realise..
i cannot sing with mic..
ahahahha
dunnow whyy...

then today...
when out with fam and cuzzy...
went to masjid sultan..

did not but tiramisu...
='( *crying*..

but papa said on sat maybe we going masjid sultan..
after fetching me from dance prac..
just to buy a small cup of tiramisu ehk...
THANKS PA!!

okay..
then went to TKC..

at the Blous shop..
me and mami had an arguement..
god knows wht we were arguing about..
i cant be bothered to listen..

went to the shop just becuz wanted to find a top...
i have the skirt..
cuz thanks to my F***ing maid..
she lost my top..
it cost half her one month salary okay!..
if i was to ask her to pay back for the whole set..
i think she would faint..
cuz the last time mami ask her to search for the top and she couldnt find it...
she cried like someone just died..
ARRRGHHH!!..
fedup seh with that maid..

anyway..continue..
instead of buying the top only..
i bought the whole set..
cheaper..
and its BROWWN!!..
LOVING IT!..

then when to Yasmin..
bought another 2 sets...
one green one red...

PA! if one of the colors are the same..
in which is impossible..
cuz if it is...thats just coincidence..
IM NOT KAYPO-ing okay!..

after all that hunting for baju kurong..
we went dinner at Yong Tau Fu at changi rd..
then home!!..

here i am..
updating this blog of mine...

wow!..
i just wrote an essay...
ahahha

i'll end here now..
tmr then i'll post about my camp aites...
chaos..




p.s. i LOVE euu!

there's nothing to blog about..
DUHH!..
nothing happen when u just sit at home doing nothing..

YYEAAHHH!!!...

MEETING PAPA TOMORROW...
MISHHH PAPA SOO MUCHH SEHH..


anyway..
papa fetching mama from hommeee!!!..
well cuz papa also have to sent the sleeping bag to mama's house..
soo yeah..

LOBBB PAPA SOO MUCHH!..
thankk EUU!!..

in the school library now..
dont feel like going home straight..
anyway there's nothing to do at home..
except staring at the TV screen...

purpose of coming to school:
sent the camp consent form.
that's all.
ouh and accompany the guys in the library..
soo yeah...

hmmm...
im actually quite worried..
baby not replying to any of my msges..
haishh...
sleeping ??...

bii, im really sorrie abt yest nite..
didnt mean to hang up like that..
gosh!...
if only u knew...
how much i mishh euu...
='(





im out!
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weee...
im sooo freaking bored actually..
but no worries...
my buzy schedule is on its way...

next weekk!!..
bz bz...
i mean it..
seriously...

monday- out with my onenonly
tuesday- send bro somewhere arh...he's gonnaa be serving NS under police...
(hate it!!)..
wednesday n thursday- going 2D1N ASc CAMP '09...wooohoo..
cant wait..
gonna be reeaaallyy funn!!..
but sad2..cant bring phone along..
sooo baby gonna MIISHH mEE soo MUCHHY!
lastly, friday- meeting with the ladies...
the probability of breaking fast at geylang is like 99.99999%...
(shhsh! but tell u what..only god knows y me n geylang can never click.)

and soo yeah..thats gonna be next week schedule..
the following week will be buzy with Hari Raya preparation..
and talking abt Hari Raya..
guess wat!...
i HAVE NOT bought my baju kurong yet..
waaahhh!!..

soo LECEH!!..
confirm need go geylang...
*pengsan*

i actually wanted to upload the pics lovelies took yesterday...
me irin farfar and iyanti broke fast at Popeye at airport..
but too bad..
there's error on page..
hmm..

anywayy!..
tmmrr!!..
NO CAAMPP BRIEFINGG!! hurray! can sleep after sahur...
but meeting the others at concourse at 9..
after that...
MAYYBBEE..
meeting my onenonly...
i rreeally miishh hymm okay!..
love hhym soo mucchyy..
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okey deh!..
im outz!..
MUACCKKZ!